Being fully present, undivided by my racing thoughts and plans does not come quite easily for me. I usually end up tangled in my ‘SELF’ needs, worries, and endless agenda. I sometimes wish there was a reset button for my mind, but we are not quite wired like that. A reset button does not guarantee that all the mess goes away; in fact, it probably allows everything to resurface with twice the intensity.
During the winter season at Mtendere Village, you typically won’t find me up at 5 am walking to the gazebo on top of the hill to watch the amazing sunrise. I am not a morning person like that. However, I do love the sunrise; so occasionally when I force myself to get up early and sit at the gazebo in the stillness and beauty of the dawning day, I am reminded of GRACE (Chisomo).
Unlike a reset button, God’s GRACE never ceases, it is sufficient and fills up every space in our hearts and mind. It’s only then when I wake up to the beauty of being present even when it’s messy. In its time, the sun rises in the distant valley, the fog clears, and the powerful light overcomes the darkness. Down in the Village of peace, the breakfast bell rings and I hear little people hurry to the hall to get a warm bowl of porridge. I see pure joy beyond the surface of the daily mundane as mothers get their children ready for school. I feel the presence of LOVE untangling the clutter and calling us to be present in each other’s lives.